Hard Time 。 Thanks

From the day of stepping into 2010, I know there are lot of stuff for me to face. Well, seems cant run away from all this. This few weeks really a hard time for me. The worst is, I knew I need to do alot of stuff, but my heart, my passion, my motion, my goal, all aren't with me. What I know is drink drank drunk only. Every night, I need to swollow alot of liquor then only I got to sleep for avoiding some unnecessary thinking. I just dont know how to control myself being not to think of crap. This is the only way to anesthetize myself.

Thanks melissa be there when I lose something. Thanks baobei borrowing your ears. Thanks my cousin bro, he's awsome. He brought me to G6. 1st time he being so nice by not teasing me at all. Thanks my 2 baby michelle n jaz spend so much time on me, accompany, entertain me, she really look for something that I usually love to do which can make me happy. Well, too bad in the end she doesn't succeed. Well I appreciate what she did, at least she could comfort me till to have a nice sleep. Well, thank for nick being there for me for this 2 saturday.I had a nice time with him, eventhough 3 of us are colleague, but what he did to me forever cant compare with... Well jus to thanks my friends who help me alot. Thanks.

Well!! I think Im back in the track now. After all, release alot alot. N now feel much better than usual. I've let it go man! Thanks to all my buddy.