UTAR Ball 2012

在于2012年的校园晚会，我担任了临时的主持人，也是我第一次担任800pax的晚会主持人。晚会开始前的三到四小时内接到朋友无法出席的消息，才决定代了我朋友的办而胜任这个岗位。起初当我接到消息的时候我实在有一百个不愿意。后来我想到我自己请来的歌手实在不能没有中文主持人，又想到不能打破这个活动，只好把不愿意这三个字吞进肚子里。还好的是我用的语言都是我舒服的语言。就是我的广东话，在歌手出场前，我大多与主持语言都是广东，直到歌手表演完了，我才开始用英文主持。当然这么僧众的晚会，不只我这位广东司仪，当然也有两位印度朋友。我才感到不寂寞，要不然我害怕我撑不到场面。

虽晚会开始前都有小紧张，可是当我开口的那一刻，我都把它们压抑着了。事后，朋友都对我说，我上台那刻，把他们吓倒了，他们没想到我也是主持人之一。别说他们，我自己也没想到我不是乖乖的坐在座位吃我的食物，而是在台上不断的喷台下口水。

 

 

 

 

工作完毕

发生了太多的事，我只想在工作完毕找点乐趣，好让自己平衡一下。

新成员

家里一直都只有三位公主，现在公主生了自己一位小公主。长得非常可爱， 非常有大小姐气质。公主的姐妹都很期待她的长大。

所谓生小孩不容易，公主不是在自然的情况生了宝宝，而是在小刀下诞生她的小公主。

昨晚，公主第一次看见自己肚皮，因生宝宝留下的痕迹，眼泪轻易的在眼眶产生一波波的浪。公主的娘马上安慰她，与她分享生她的经验，毕竟娘也是动刀下生下她。

公主的丈夫很多时候帮不上公主照顾宝宝，都在打游戏机，有点对他又恨又爱，真的很矛盾。

两个星期多的宝宝了。时间过得真的很快。宝宝移傳了我从小带这着的小病(G6PD)，看她皮肤和眼睛一天比一天的黄，有点不知怎么办。希望她可以像我一样健健康康的
长大咯。

[V] Channel ID

Share with you guys this Channel ID I did for [V] Channel as an assignment.
Spend 12 hours in front of the computer. So killing me... At 1st, the 1st 6 hrs can be finish, who knows file corrupted, cant open after came back from lunch. Have to start from zero for the another 6 hrs from song composing to visual editing.

偶尔。感触

今天是冬至，也就是12月22号。时间真的过得很快，今天不小心的打开一位老朋友的部落格，看见他上个月今天的post，让我想起他两年前的生日，想起所有为我这个朋友所做的小事情。虽然是件常渺小的事，不知道他还会有这段回忆吗，可是我就记得很清楚，因为那件事，我从不对任何人作如此的举动。不过还真的对他说一万个谢谢，如不是他，我想我还是不停的傻下去。所以对这位朋友，我真的感到十分的感谢。

今天透过部落格他所写的一切，才知道原来他们有了小孩，也完成了一个完整的家，家里有爸爸，妈妈和宝宝。对他除了含有感谢以外，现在还多了一份羡慕，也因为如此我也对他们感到了幸福。

暂时不想有任何想要拥有属于自己的一个家的我，我想我也没有很渴望对我现在的生活模式有任何的改变，而且，不晓得是工作做多了，还是在工作范围里的男生是没带脑袋上班吗？有时我在想，是我做事能力有问题，还是现代2字辈的男生太过于娇身管养了，脑筋都不必用了。

今年的MTI我没全程参与，原因是我太累了，不想再做一些重复性，每一年都做一样的活动，每一年都出现同一个问题，每一年开会都坚持的执著，每一年都会发生戏剧化的画面。而且，今年秘书处全都是新人，全都是我这个年纪，全都是刚毕业出来，没什么经验，也如此，前几天我回去探望一些保姆队的老同事，秘书处乱七八糟，问题一罗罗。让我也不好意思待太久，避免老板娘回来见到我，此地不可久留，不久就离开了现场。

公司的新同事，当中也有一位是我在中学时代蛮好的女朋友，看见新同事们，我真的没有后悔当年我停学了一段时间跑去做工。那时候的我，全公司年纪最小已非我莫属，对我的戒心没有这么高，比起现在的新人，很多时候，老板娘都不肯教，也没耐心，以前的我，做错了事虽然是有骂，可是还是会少下留情，最多摆张脸给我看，再来嫌我几句，比起现在的他们，当众直接打骂了才收声，那时的我幸福得多。

Simon's Birthday

Lately nothing more than anything except for drinking. Thou lately busy with all the shooting and events. Especially end of the year, events and projects are much more than usual.

Last friday was simon's bday. We went to Bakita to celebrate his birthday. It was a crazy night. It's was only 10 ish. Everyone gone crazy, included me whom reached at 10. After a few shots, we decided go around Changkat and hop in every single bistro. A wonderful night, even the bday boy can't even drive himself back.

And me....? Need to get a break before I able to drive myself back. Slept in the car where I just park my car at a petrol station.

Kinetic Text

Random stuff did with AE. Still doing my effort to play with AE.

Something To Create Public Awareness

Been busy for the last few days. Once after exam... The next day went to Malacca thought of shooting something nice. End up some mistakes happened, The shooting wasn't going in order. So end up back to KL for the whole shooting. Nothing much actually... Is just something for fun to create some awareness. Also a challenge for my team to finish these 2 clips in 36 hours. 1 day shooting for each video. 1 day for editing.

The BGM might be a bit off beat n weird cuz I compose them in a very last minutes in order to submit on time. If you notice, the 2 clips have the same BGM which doesn't into the clips actually. What to do, lack of time n equipment. That's the only way for my team n I can do.

1st Flash (PSA)

1st time doing Flash... Thou bit crap... But thanks Vermillion XD

Wedding & Marriage

People around me are getting married one by one. Saw the happiness on their face, how much pain had they been thru, we don't know. How hard they have to be, no ones can see. No matter how, the happiness is not faking. Is great to see the bridesmaids and best-mans standing beside the bride and the bridegroom. Standing besides them giving them the coverage, supports and love to hold each other hands and cherish.

Commit in each other life isn't a simple promise like buying a luxury branded bag, not like a bag that you could carry it when you like, put it away when you don't like, nor like a car that you drive for 5 years and change a new one when you think you have bored of it. Is a promise that stays much longer that you had bought an apartment. Marriage is a promise from the bottom of the heart and keeps it till the day you die. Marriage is a promise that you will never break, a promise that will bring them to the coffin of yours.

The moment you step into a church, the moment you had make your promises, is the moment that you need to be responsible what you do to your äktenskap (marriage).

I looking at my friends, their happiness is so true, the joy is so true. Their love life used to be like a roller coaster, up to the hill, down to the undersea, but who knows all this course of events had made their trust be more solid and stable.

I'm glad to see my friends are getting married. Or married. XD

Things N People Won't Stay Forever

Well people in life in and out quite frequent, the one you think will stay forever but it will never be. Somehow they will stay out for unknown reason. The one you think you can trust, somehow they will be the one who push you from the back. I'm just too silly. I'm silly that I got to trust them easily. I started to hate everything around me. Everything that came to me, I feel so annoying.

The hardest thing that I couldn't believe is... I hate myself. What the point for me to stays here. I felt I gotto leave this place so much, so badly. Sometimes, I prefer not to talk. I really hate to tell things that I don't feel like, Leave me alone, I will tell whenever I want to.

I don't want to believe there is a "forever" thing. Nothing gonna stay forever. Don't tell me n convince me there is such thing in this world.

他的告别

有聚必有散，这个道理每个人都懂，可是有谁真真可以压抑住不舍这份感觉。一年多年虽然不久，可是每一天都见着对方，有求必帮的老师真的还蛮难找的。我说嘛，人与人之间是说对不对到频率是很重要的，难得有位教师和我们这些学生聊得来，而且还玩得来真的很难的。（还比我们学生更夸张，更High）

老师已37了，可是还像我们这些小朋友一样好玩。他实在太可爱了。他真的令人感觉好不舍哦。我们全班太想他了。

云顶。父子。工作

最近都比较忙拍摄的的事，也很久没有回到做Event的工作。在6月的最后一个星期六，上了云顶做了这个《珍亲真愛演唱會》。本来我是不必要上山，只需要在他们这些歌手走的时候确定他们安全上飞机可大功告成，谁知晚上十一点多的一通电话把我星期六所安排的拍摄全都要取消。工作量不大，而且也是我以前做习惯的routine。可是必须临时取消原本安排好的拍摄是真的还蛮对不起我的Crew，而且还拿了他们的星期日，之前我还答应他们星期日一定放他们假，谁知人算不如天算，真的非常抱歉我的Crew。几天前已知道D'Touch派了Dennis上云顶工作，可是不晓得他干什么活动，上到去有碰到了D'Touch的旧同事。大家的工作完毕了之后，才知道对方上来的工作是什么，我也告诉了他我看见台湾当红的童星小小彬啦。我想每个人都满想看看他和他玩玩。就刚好有时间拜访俩父子，就Call了Dennis和同事一起见见这位小朋友。不过说实在的，我比较想爸爸多过他儿子，还是觉得爸爸比较可爱。

PUTRAJAYA

A random day told to take pictures at putrajaya. 4 of us, fully used the day. Depart from Penang in the morning, reach KL in the afternoon, went back home took a shower around 4pm. Straight away meet up at Bukit Jalil. 4 of us, 3 cars, not a friendly environment behavior, so they car pool mine. Reach Putrajaya around 5+, but we couldn't find the bridge. End up, thanks mum n dad gave me a good sense of direction, and finally we are reached. After these photos, we went to my favorite place to have dinner.

Eventually, I suppose to take more photos. But I'm sorry, I was too hungry, so were they. They didn't allowed me to take anymore photos as I had delay their meal time. XD