Well people in life in and out quite frequent, the one you think will stay forever but it will never be. Somehow they will stay out for unknown reason. The one you think you can trust, somehow they will be the one who push you from the back. I'm just too silly. I'm silly that I got to trust them easily. I started to hate everything around me. Everything that came to me, I feel so annoying.
The hardest thing that I couldn't believe is... I hate myself. What the point for me to stays here. I felt I gotto leave this place so much, so badly. Sometimes, I prefer not to talk. I really hate to tell things that I don't feel like, Leave me alone, I will tell whenever I want to.
I don't want to believe there is a "forever" thing. Nothing gonna stay forever. Don't tell me n convince me there is such thing in this world.
