Saturday, April 16, 2011

What's your way?

Well things happen in couple of minutes. I fell for him, he fell for me. oooooooh.. Boring stories... Cant all this ridiculous romance stories out of my life? I've tried to believe in promises, but the facts are proving that these are rubbish.

No offend that all these to me are rubbish, but it doesn't mean you believe those are rubbish too. Define rubbish. Rubbish=things are not in use, don't need, ridiculous, non sense in your life.

Well, not only me been thru these. I'm definately sure that

Things that friends can do, doesn't means he can do. Things that he can do, doesn't means friends can do. Every one in ones life has the particular of usage. If let you choose, what would you choose to be in someone's life?

I would rather be a friend. That sounds more simple.

Sunday, April 3, 2011

一个礼拜

一整个礼拜都不是过的这么顺利,该说以整个月。 由于功课的问题,搞得我都很压力,压力到我灵魂都几乎不见了。一山未停一山又起,再来是出了车祸。假如当天不是早出应该不会出车祸。。。可是很多事都没有假如,要发生此终都会发生。

好啦,车祸后当然没有车上学啦,是有一定的不方便。所以只好car pool朋友的车咯。那当然,也要顺着他的时间上学咯。也只好翘课咯。这对我来说还是理所当然的。这一场车祸,让我看见真友和假友,这一整个礼拜可以看见哪些朋友是真的关心,哪些朋友是假关心,是真正的虚伪。让我感到非常的痛心,非常的失望。假设有什么麻烦到的地方可以对我坦白的说,也不必要在我背后生气,这反而让我更心痛。口口声声为我好?哼~!或许是真的吧~ 是打从心里为我好还是另一会事,我猜只有他们才知道。可是那一秒钟什么为我自己好我最清楚,我要的是空间,再强逼我说任何的故事都没用,不想说就是不想说。

可能是自己不会分类朋友群的关系,没想到我认为在我有困难可以依赖的时候的那群朋友可以给与我帮助扫了我的兴,那些我以为只能偶尔相处下,一起做功课,自己外面的生活不会聊太多的朋友不会这么当心想帮助你,事实证明我错了。

我固执我想每个人都知道,连老师和我说话的时候,也说我是个很固执的人。对~我是,不否认!我不是那种死缠烂打的人,尤其是我自己生活里的事。拒绝了一次,我不会哀求第二次,只要的说一声不,坚决点,我不会再纠缠着你。

终之我感谢那些帮我,也让了房间里的空间过夜的人。谁是真心谁不是,我现在很清楚。