I run away

End of the year 2010. Miss Tourism International. Never deny that I run away from who IM again. What make that? Well, im gonna work for pageant event, as the same thing, im gonna stay in a hotel for 3weeks. Why would I say so I ran away from myself again.
I actually have a choice to make myself not working for this event. But there is a thing I dun wan to commit myself, that's why I keep myself busy. Working. Yes, I dun wanna commit, so I have choose to leave the prob by fulfilling my time with work again. So that I wun involve for the things happen outside of the hotel.

!@$*$@&**@&!

This year classes are ended on today. Today was the last screening for the 1st drama production. I don take it happily to end this whole year study, but sadly. I feel sad and depress after the screening, not becuz the result for the production, but the progress for this production. I don feel nice after everything done, what I meant is the connection between the crews is zero, is nothing. This is the one thing that I feel so commiserate for. I lose my faith on them. I just duno how to get the faith back, how am I gonna trust them again?