運命は私達を一緒に連れて来る

I used believe it...

I believe we can meet each other b4 the end of our life

That's our fate

I appreciate what god gave us

Gave the chance for us to meet each other

Gave the chance for us to know each other

Gave the chance for us to love each other

Gave the chance for us to trust each other

Gave the chance for us to concern each other

But seems everytime i wanted to believe,choose to believe

God tell me everything is just an illusion, dun lie to urself

I dun wanted to give up, im stubborn like you guys said~maybe

But it has been holding me back for some time, i think is the time for it

The time for me to say, im tired...i need a rest

A rest which no continuing, or may says... im tired, im quiting the game

And plz, dun ask me to say goodbye... i just dun wan to say any goodbye

Dear Fren, i dun ask for more... just give me a long break n look back to myself

I really need a long duration to accept who m i now...
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--я тебя люблю, te quiero,私は愛する, je t'aime, ich liebe dich--

I dun swear i owis do, but at least for now.. im still~~

Give Me A Break

Read back all the pass that you left, I found myself being a dumb for all these time, Holy shit! Why that time i was so dumb and believe all those thing you told me, all the promises you make... I shouldn't believe at the begining of it. I know all this promises wouln't be realizable at the begining, i did to avoid you from everything at the 1st time, but I myself not so sure since when i've started to believe you... I know all this is just a dream, and i've to wake up one day...

Yes! I can admit that I'm not willingly ended just a click. Not willingly ended just a click and u you delete all the things we used to have. So What? Even I'm not willing to, but any1 tell me what can I do anymore? NOTHING~! NOTHING~ NOT AT ALL! Not even a word i can speak... That's me! I've nothing to say anymore except looking the back you walk away with everything and please bring away all your things you left here..just to make sure there's nothing here and you wouln't walk back to seek for you 'things'...

I wouln't entertain you anymore once you walk back~ Just give me a break, dont mess me up again... I just wanted to stay good and not rule up our connection right now~!

My 1st Interview Day

wat a 'wonderful' day~today i got up at 5 something~my gosh... usually dun have to dress up n get prepare for so long..today i dress up i think i've spend an hour plus... so unsual, so not me~~~ hahaaha... just to make up nice nice~ sigh! get up so early n make up so nice for wat? For the stupid interview lar... the interview starts at 9, n i haven print my CV yet... so have to reach early to make sure there's no problem on printing... reach there i think too early, no many ppl there, n i look like a sohai there, walking around... then after half an hour i think i saw someone i know finally! then v sit together for the speech b4 the interview starts... sit at my seats for 3 hours i think, so damn sleepy man! i feel like my eye lid goin to fall to the floor man! couldn't stand the sleepiness~ Finally finally finally the speech ended, and wat now? wait for ur turn to hand up ur CV n meet the interviewer...my gosh~ there are over 300 ppl there! wait for ur turn??? it's gonna kill me like shit! wait for 2 hours it's my turn d, so i step out n go thru my interview.... i go thru evithing!!! after the interview i know i wouldn't pass, not becuz i din perform well in the interview, u know i mati kat mana? i mati kat, while i was waiting for my turn, my frens n i talk too much.. i think v are too 38, that's y she fail us... sigh! I learn mt lesson now, next time go interview i should be silent n not to talk too much... n now i also know y melissa get her interview in AA... becuz she dont talk much at the moment she steps in the venue! Now i know... Now i know! hahaha...

Then after that about 2something to 3, i went to Pavillion to drop all my 'luggage' at pulin's work place, cuz it's tooooooooooo heavy, my all document for interview, all outfit, n blah blah blah... i did offer pulin to have lunch with me, but she says' i've a date, sorry' sigh! anyway, it's ok,then i grab my laptop to sit at the MOF right the the makan floor there n took a light dish...forgotten wat's it name.. but it's a tuna n egg sandwich n wasabi sauce with the salad...quite nice, not bad... it's only RM 7.50 n no any etc charges like gov tax or service charge...


Around 4something i went to look for Jaz at Times square for her break time... at 1st i tot wanna go makan KFC, then due too not enuff seats n also queue quite long n malas to line up, then we head to Penang Village which nearby there...

Jaz order spcial Penang Village fried chicken rice something like that~it's look like that... It's yummy! Only at RM 13.90





then i order my favourite dish, ASAM LAKSA!!! Wow~ this Asam Laksa taste so the delicious~~~~~~yum yum!! alot of tuna fish!! fish piece u can c, u cannot c oso can makan!!! hahahaha

XD only at Rm 9.90

This is the Rainbow Ice Kacang~ only at Rm 6 to 7 if not mistaken~~ forget d... It's GOOOOOOOOOD!! wow! now im getting hungry d... gosh!

After eating, jaz's have to back to work too.... then i oso ciaoz n back home n gao gao zhu~ due to the early 'date' now have to get back to sleep... n ya! sorry GERARD! cuz i ffk!! at 1st tot of go MOS with u de, but too tired have to sleep, if not.... keep on like that, veli fast get old one!!! IM OLD ENUFF D.... so dun wan get old lagi b4 my age not get there yet!! hehhehe... ciaoz~~~

Ist Day School

Today finally starts my another school life~ It's quite fun... is just dun used to it... cuz there are too many leng luis... they did alot grooming, eviday we are require to make up n also formal wear n ya... female have to wear high heels, my gosh~~~~ high heels leh~ gals there evi1 oso quite tall n lagi wear high heels..my mama.. i look so odd rite there...but it's ok, at this moment im still feel alrite with it... might be im still new there~


After class then mel have to fetch her brother back to her Subang's Factory...but b4 that we did go for lunch... we went to a cafe right at this Bandar Sunway, it's call Ginger Cafe~ Food there really not bad to eat huh~

Becuz im too boring, and also making fun lar~ saw this pepper n salt contioner...hahaha they both look funny~ Mr Pepper n Miss Salty~

Story goes like this~ Mr Pepper saw Miss Salty one day~
Mr pepper:'Owh salty~~ u are charm! U are cheerful! U are pure 'white'~~ I've neva met a salty gal like u b4~~'
Miss Salty:'Owh~ isn't?? Pep pep! U are so hot! U are so RED~~ SO..... Looks so passionate~~'
Mr Pepper:' come on baby~Muaks Muaks'
Miss Salty:' Muaks Muaks Muaks'

Story last for 2 months, and after all the white white red red salty n hot, finally they choose to walk pass by in their own life~~~~ n neva say bai bai~


Anway~ we onlu making some fun with the pepper n salt~ it's not that funny~ but too boring till have to make some story to entertain myself~ they both brother n sister are too polite~ hahaha... some fault language ady half way come out frm my mouth but luckily still can control~~~LOL


That time actually im hungry like hell! wait n wait~ Finally the food is HERE~~~ this is mel's lunch it's call cabonara, it's full of cheese, may say actually the sauce is actually full cheese, they onli melted the cheese piece then become the sauce~ then u may c some chicken ham slice~


it's quite delicious~~

Then this is my lunch lar~~~ it's Beef Bolognaise~
As usual... Beef is veli nice... u know wat~ once the waiter serve me my lunch, mel says my meal look like doggie food~~LOL... got meh?? hahaha...no lar~ where got? it's nice ok? Cuz she seldom take beef, so i ask her to try on mine, after one bite~her respond is like that..'hmmmm.... Nice Nice!! Hou Sik Hou Sik~!' hahhaa... aiyoh, mel~ u seldom eat beef only~ next time bring u eat lagi sedap de beef lar... ~~~~~n now, i miss my beef alot~ make me hungry ady tim~~ Beef is one of the food i will look forward whn im in mood~~ wuhu~~

Owh ya~ forget 1 thing~ intro to u all Mel's Brother~~
good looking guy...Single N Available... Family Background not bad~ the eldest son in the family~~~The Future Air Steward!!!
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