假期之山楂樹

我才发觉原来我很久没来到这里了呢。 从四月辞职到现在，有大半年了。 这半年我做了什么，我自己接了朋友们的婚礼，喜宴。 看了很多电影，历史性的电影。 我中学时，很喜欢读历史。长大后虽然没有特意研究历史，但是对历史一点都不抗拒。

 最近看了一部電影，小說翻拍的電影。 “山楂樹之戀” 這本小說還挺多人喜歡。 當然，看書名就知道它是一本愛情小說。 這是一本真實的愛情小說。 裡面有句話的確挺感人的。 “我不能等你一年零一個月，也不能等你到25歲，但我能等你一輩子” 雖然聽起來好像很不真實，而且聽起來有點虛偽，只是說說哄女生。 但是，一份純的愛情，一輩子這三個字，的確很實用，也很感人。 看完了電影，我實實在在的被感動。 演員都是第一部電影，男女主角當時還是大學生，嗯～ 所以拍起來，真的感受到當時那年代的純感情。 當然啦，拍完之後，也讓這兩位演員成名，這部電影從此就是他們的代表作。 雖然沒有參與拍攝工作，但是新演員在演藝界有成績也感到很欣慰。 不妨看看這部電影吧

新年的心情

今年的农历新年，与以往一样，会和家人一起去旅行。虽然一年比一年一家人去旅行的成员越来越少。但是，我还是享受旅行的。以往一家人去旅行的时候，都是爸妈在照顾小孩，但应该几年前吧，开始是我在照顾爸妈，因为两个姐姐已经没有跟我们与亲戚旅行了。

不过，二姐这个月开始她从新加波回来了。不必在外国生活了。所以我也多了伴了。

台湾之旅

今年的生日，自己任性了一下。原本这次的台湾旅游是一人游，怎知道一人游变成四人游。没有预先准备要到哪儿，就买了机票去到台北，台中，再回到台北，随心的走走。每天早上睡到晚早，起床上上网，看看天气报告，就这样出门吃个中午餐。基本每天都这样过，因为这样玩，也其实还蛮累人的。台湾的日出和日落都比马来西亚早，晚上八点好像已经是马来西亚的十点，所以吃完晚餐，回饭店，我已经很累了。基本在台湾没有过我的夜生活，在那里我好像活的很健康。

输家；赢家。

输家；赢家。 感情里，你我从没赢过，也没有输过。 喜欢很简单，就一个动作可能就会有触电。 感谢我能让你觉得幸福。也感谢你的不勉强。 虽然有时月老就是这样，缘分就是这样，往往都是天意弄人。 相信你我都会找到更好的，不是吗？ 幸福可来之很多来源。这一刻也曾经是我觉得幸福的事。 毕业已有段时间，那段时间回想一下，其实也蛮幸福下。

Love is in the air

Feel loved Do you? Is he? Am I? Is she? Are you?

电影。《 我想和你好好的》

不小心在网上发现了这一部电影。

我其实很少看中国戏，可能是跟我的课有关吧。偶尔也得看看不是我的偏爱。

但我发现这部电影故事可能对某些人比较无趣，但拍摄手法，场景都很配合戏里故事。我自觉它是一部不错的电影。

《love will tears us apart》 《我想和你好好的》
不妨看看，花一小时半看看这部电影。

幸福。珍惜

我不晓得你同意不同意，或有没有我同样的感觉。人生其实很奇怪，总有些事很奇妙的发生。

我的人生就是不能缺少这些奇妙的事。就是这些奇妙的事让我觉得我人生感到非常幸福。

当然幸福不是不是必然的，别人不是必然的给你幸福。 学会珍惜身边的东西很自然你会觉得很幸福。

 

我很幸运让我遇见我身上发生的事情。虽然有些事让我伤心到喘不过气，可是就是这些事让我成长。 

感谢他们让我有机会的成长。

感动

人生里终有些事会让你觉得感动。。。

有这个人感动过你吗？

而最终的你有选择他/她吗？

Bali on Raya 2013

Before Raya Holiday, My family n I went to Bali Island for vacation. I had a great time with my family. It was great due to the reason that one of my sis from SG join in for family trip too. It is a seldom.

Anyways, I was fully enjoy the trip because it wasn't hectic at all. However, it was tiring because I spent all my energy on my lovely niece. Sometimes I have to say I'm kindda old for the kids. She is too over energetic.

Nevertheless, I would like to go back for another time due to I missed out my surfing there. That place really an awesome place to surf. 

I'm wondering, after some years do I still manage to surf with my little niece?

靠近。远离

今天遇见了一位以前的好朋友和他的家人与朋友。我怎么也没想过我会在庙里遇见他，奇怪的是今天早上我原本还想打个电话约他喝杯茶，毕竟已多年没怎么坐下聊天了。没想到在我去庙上个香会遇见熟人。

也当然在这巧合的相遇我们聊了几句，可是在我和他们的对话里，我发现我认为非常了解我的好友已不再了解我了。离开的时候，我脑子在想是我变了还是说他从没认真的了解过我；是以前我一直对号入座把自己变成他想要的朋友，还是他的了解根本就是我自己的一个面具，而他也只是看见这一面。

我觉得非常的好笑，我一直以为大家很靠近，谁知我们的距离其实已经非常非常非常的远了。

不晓得其他人有没有同感呢？

天意弄人

其实在人世里真的很有趣，以为不属于你的偏偏上天让你拥有，接受了这份天赐却在这个时候在你手上拿走，好不容易接受这份失去，就在这个时候上天让你再次拥有。

Bangkok Trip

这次的曼谷行，意外的事我遇见了学姐。既然我们的酒店就在3分钟的路程就抵达。我和学姐真的有一段非常长的时间没见面了。自从她换了新工作，我机会没有见过他，只是有一次在Cheras的夜市碰见，可是对话不到15秒，人潮把我们拉开了。非常高兴再次和他一起玩。 

What can we do about it?

Well, I just came back from Thailand few days ago... I met a lot of people over there. I’d met a lot of interesting people. The first station I stopped by was Bangkok. Bangkok is a city as everybody knows. City is crowded by people. So... Yes~ I went to a mall which is pack-full and crowded, the Platinum Mall. For those who had been to this mall before, you know what I'm talking about.

                                                                                                

Anywhere it's okie to shop with small space. But during the lunch, I was so pissed. My family and I total in 6 included an infant (1 yr old + 1 mth), we went to the mall's food court to have a quick lunch, but we had been seeking for seats quite some time. I was standing next to a table to wait for the Chinese couple which was going to finish their meal. When the moment the couple standing up, I call my sister come over to my place. Then this Indian lady intended to put her ass on the chair, I stopped her with an excuse me. She asked me, whether I am done with my meal. But I'm sorry to say I just got here. So she was piss and went off.

However the table only has 4 chairs; in that sense I still short of 1 chair in order to get the adults have a seat included myself. So I asked around to get for a chair. It seemed everybody needed to sit; in that case I went to another area of that food court to get a chair, but fail. So, I made my mind to try my luck to search nearby my table. I've ask around again. But again everybody needed chairs so much but not only for their ass, but also for their bags. That actually kind a piss me off in a middle level. At that moment, I saw a family was standing up leaving their table, so I walked to get the chair, again the Indian lady's husband showed up and tell me politely that he needs the chair. I was intended to return it back to him, and then he added a line, “we have 3 people." So... I said, “but you have 4 chairs, can I have one?" while he hesitating, his wife spoke rudely that they need the chair. I insist telling the husband, he only has 3 people, but I need the chair. The wife again raising up the voice without looking at me saying that they needed the chair so badly. Then the husband explained they needed the chair because they have a lot of bags.

WHAT THE XXXX MAN??? Isn't the chair for people ass to sit not for the bags!!  Didn't you go for school; teacher didn't tell you that space up the chair for people to sit, AGAIN, not for the bags.

I mean you can let your bags to sit while the chairs are not so highly demand. The mall is so incredibly pack, so crowded, so uneasy...why not just be more understanding.

I was upper level piss till I couldn't speak at all. I was piss to the max. I teared up for the ugly side of humans. My mum told me, she was pity too because she went around for some time, but no seats for her. It was so hard to get seats there. When my mum told me this, I was truly mad. If that Indian lady knew it was really truly hard to get a seat, she would know better how it feel, how's the pain. Why does she want the others go through what she been through. Revenge?? Cruel?? Jealous?? Selfish?? What’s her motif?

I'm so confuse with human behavior, is that going to make you feel better? Make you more elegant? Make you richer, prettier?

I'm telling you these people beautiful outside but ugly inside; don't pick to choose to be that. If you are ugly inside, no use of putting make up, dressing up beautifully. No matter how much effort you made, you still looks ugly... these ugly can’t help. Please people! Think beautifully, do beautifully. Don’t act recklessly. You are an educated people. Don’t be barbarians.    

在ATF的时间

在过去的几个月我进了一间电影公司，拍了一部电影，身与在演员精选部。这个部门很经典，只有两位，我就是其中一位。平时一部电影得筹备起码一个月以上的制备，可是这部只用了3个星期的时间从一本草搞到一本剧本。然后再过滤哪个演员适合角色，从主角到临时演员都得必须做试镜。这部电影的主角虽然不是什么国际大明星，不过对大马观众来说应该也不会太陌生。

不过话说回来，这几个月真的非常难熬，虽然只是区区的三四个月，可是时间就好像过了三四年一样。每天都过着明天会不会有大事发生，每天都担心明天演员会不会带一些让这部门头痛的惊喜。总过着每分钟都要提起精神有惊无喜。体格不累但精神非常累。还有皮肤也晒得特别的黑。

人。。。。Beautiful on the outside

But Ugly from the Inside

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