云顶。父子。工作

最近都比较忙拍摄的的事，也很久没有回到做Event的工作。在6月的最后一个星期六，上了云顶做了这个《珍亲真愛演唱會》。本来我是不必要上山，只需要在他们这些歌手走的时候确定他们安全上飞机可大功告成，谁知晚上十一点多的一通电话把我星期六所安排的拍摄全都要取消。工作量不大，而且也是我以前做习惯的routine。可是必须临时取消原本安排好的拍摄是真的还蛮对不起我的Crew，而且还拿了他们的星期日，之前我还答应他们星期日一定放他们假，谁知人算不如天算，真的非常抱歉我的Crew。几天前已知道D'Touch派了Dennis上云顶工作，可是不晓得他干什么活动，上到去有碰到了D'Touch的旧同事。大家的工作完毕了之后，才知道对方上来的工作是什么，我也告诉了他我看见台湾当红的童星小小彬啦。我想每个人都满想看看他和他玩玩。就刚好有时间拜访俩父子，就Call了Dennis和同事一起见见这位小朋友。不过说实在的，我比较想爸爸多过他儿子，还是觉得爸爸比较可爱。

PUTRAJAYA

A random day told to take pictures at putrajaya. 4 of us, fully used the day. Depart from Penang in the morning, reach KL in the afternoon, went back home took a shower around 4pm. Straight away meet up at Bukit Jalil. 4 of us, 3 cars, not a friendly environment behavior, so they car pool mine. Reach Putrajaya around 5+, but we couldn't find the bridge. End up, thanks mum n dad gave me a good sense of direction, and finally we are reached. After these photos, we went to my favorite place to have dinner.

Eventually, I suppose to take more photos. But I'm sorry, I was too hungry, so were they. They didn't allowed me to take anymore photos as I had delay their meal time. XD

Perfume The Story Of A Murderer

I was appoint to watch this movie one day, at 1st sight, I tot it was a horror movie instead. After watching it, I find it's a great movie and very well story line. Well, I was really surprise, never tot it will be that great. The main male character doesn't have much dialogue, but he conveys what and who he is by all the action. This is what we call a nice movie by delivering all the story and message by visual but not dialogue.

An obsessive French perfumer with a highly developed olfactory sense and an all-consuming drive to capture the essence of love eventually resorts to murder in his unrepentant quest to find the key ingredient for his recipe.Born in a fetid fish market and raised in a dilapidated orphanage Jean-Baptiste Grenouille (Ben Whishaw) toiled his childhood away in a rank tannery run by the thuggish Grimal (Sam Douglas). Subsequently obsessed by smell, Grenouille's keen olfactory sense becomes so finely tuned that it eventually overpowers such human qualities as love and compassion. Though he has indeed discovered the unmistakable scent of a woman, Grenouille finds it impossible to connect with the fairer sex on any sort of meaningful level. Roaming the streets of Paris late one night, Grenouille catches the scent of a young girl selling plums and impulsively strangles her, later sniffing her nude corpse in a twisted attempt to preserve the distinctive scent in his memory. After persuading legendary perfumer Giuseppe Baldini (Dustin Hoffman) to take him on as an apprentice, Grenouille travels to the town of Grasse in Southern France in order to learn the art of enfleurage at a firm run by the highly respected Mme. Arnulfi (Corinna Harfouch). It is there that Grenouille becomes dangerously drawn to the vestal aroma of the young and beautiful Laura(Rachel Hurd-Wood), the daughter of widower merchant Antione Richis(Alan Rickman). Soon driven to madness by such a pure scent, the spellbound Grenouille continues to claim the lives of the numerous young girls in a tragic attempt to bottle the impossibly elusive smell of virginal womanhood.

Directed by:Tom Tykwer

Written by:Andrew Birkin, Bernd Eichinger, Caroline Thompson, Tom Tykwer

Book Author:Patrick Suskind.

Tom Tykwer

A Day To Pulau Ketam

Few weeks ago, during semester break I went to Pulau Ketam with some friends. The only thing I could conclude is... It's a Rubbish Island, it's full of rubbish. But still we spent a day over there... walk n eat. N capture some picture of it.

The BuBu Vacation

I went to a tiny island in Perhentian Island for my vacation. It was a very last minute trip cuz I didn't plan to go at first. It's all becuz of a friend suddenly change his mind for not going, so... instead of wasting an flight ticket so I made up my mind to go, and of course my heart tells me that I wanted to go to an island.

Well... I didn't expect much in this trip, I didn't expect it will be greatly fun or besides, what I know is I need to unplug myself from the city, from all the electronic devices, all the networking, enjoy my time at there till the max even no one on my side who will go as crazy as I am. XD

Back to few years, apparently I saw myself working like a cow, wherever I was, definitely all the devices never leave me apart. Being an agent, is not an easy job, got to sacrifice alot of time on socializing and keep tracking. I met kelvin in this vacation, he is doing what I did in the previous time, phone calls never stop. Cant leave the phone for a couple of minutes, make sure is charge n blah blah blah. That was my life.

But... got back to student life, it's way much easier. Thou isn't as "wealthy" as b4 cuz not any more in full time, as a part timer only can part of the fees and some pocket money. Got to work harder for the extras. Secretly I prefer like this.

Back to the topic of this vacation, in Malaysia is hardly to find an Island plus a tourist spot which is as clean as this spot. Sadly to say I bet few more years later, this place definitely gonna be polluted like what Redang Island is now.
I spent 3days in here, I did snorkeling... as usual, but sadly it's doesn't surprise me thou, they brought me back to the same spot where I've been b4 when I went to Redang and Lang Tengah Island. Is just nothing much different. But no matter how... compare with the local island, it's still has the nice part of it.


However, I like the environment and the ppl that build up by there. Therefore, I had a great time over there especially at the nite time, 1st time I was drunk in my room with few friends playing some stupid games... surprisingly all of us slept b4 12. On the 2nd nite, friends n I literally went to the open air party with all the alcoholics, the locals, the english, the spanish, all over the world, how am I fucking remember where are they from. The most great time is drink as much as you can and drunk like an asshole still the doesn't matter. Do whatever crazy stuff... Fuck like an idiot but no one cares.That was a vacation for. Unleash yourself... That's the goal and mission... XD

What's your way?

Well things happen in couple of minutes. I fell for him, he fell for me. oooooooh.. Boring stories... Cant all this ridiculous romance stories out of my life? I've tried to believe in promises, but the facts are proving that these are rubbish.

No offend that all these to me are rubbish, but it doesn't mean you believe those are rubbish too. Define rubbish. Rubbish=things are not in use, don't need, ridiculous, non sense in your life.

Well, not only me been thru these. I'm definately sure that

Things that friends can do, doesn't means he can do. Things that he can do, doesn't means friends can do. Every one in ones life has the particular of usage. If let you choose, what would you choose to be in someone's life?

I would rather be a friend. That sounds more simple.

一个礼拜

一整个礼拜都不是过的这么顺利，该说以整个月。 由于功课的问题，搞得我都很压力，压力到我灵魂都几乎不见了。一山未停一山又起，再来是出了车祸。假如当天不是早出应该不会出车祸。。。可是很多事都没有假如，要发生此终都会发生。

好啦，车祸后当然没有车上学啦，是有一定的不方便。所以只好car pool朋友的车咯。那当然，也要顺着他的时间上学咯。也只好翘课咯。这对我来说还是理所当然的。这一场车祸，让我看见真友和假友，这一整个礼拜可以看见哪些朋友是真的关心，哪些朋友是假关心，是真正的虚伪。让我感到非常的痛心，非常的失望。假设有什么麻烦到的地方可以对我坦白的说，也不必要在我背后生气，这反而让我更心痛。口口声声为我好？哼~！或许是真的吧~ 是打从心里为我好还是另一会事，我猜只有他们才知道。可是那一秒钟什么为我自己好我最清楚，我要的是空间，再强逼我说任何的故事都没用，不想说就是不想说。

可能是自己不会分类朋友群的关系，没想到我认为在我有困难可以依赖的时候的那群朋友可以给与我帮助扫了我的兴，那些我以为只能偶尔相处下，一起做功课，自己外面的生活不会聊太多的朋友不会这么当心想帮助你，事实证明我错了。

我固执我想每个人都知道，连老师和我说话的时候，也说我是个很固执的人。对~我是，不否认！我不是那种死缠烂打的人，尤其是我自己生活里的事。拒绝了一次，我不会哀求第二次，只要的说一声不，坚决点，我不会再纠缠着你。

终之我感谢那些帮我，也让了房间里的空间过夜的人。谁是真心谁不是，我现在很清楚。

要的是时间和空间

身体和灵魂都很累了，不知道该怎么办了。 不想争，不想吵，不想烦，不想动，什么都不想，只是想好好的去一次，不必人陪，自己一个人就好了。要求不高，可是对我而言，就是件困难的事。

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就是不喜欢我的故事有他

不知道几时开始故事又再次的推广到另一个版本。难道男与女之间真的不能做好朋友吗？难道朋友之间只要走得比较进就有不寻常得关系吗？怀疑归怀疑，如果今天那个对象不是他，换是一个背景比较白的人我可能就不理，可是这位朋友真的不是我任何一道菜。第一，我知道他是我两位中学巨蟹座朋友的前度男友。有一位更是以前是爽性恋（B），同时他和我一位女生朋友一起。
更何况，我比谁都知道他在追我这位（A）巨蟹座的朋友出的手段是什么。

而且我不欣赏他，不欣赏他做事的态度。不欣赏他又怎能可以不顾一切（身边的闲话）和他在一起呢？不欣赏他在工作间追我的选美选手，在工作期间男工作人员对我比赛里的选手有非份之想是一个禁。他却违规了这个规章。违规了就算，自控下别太朝阳两人的关系就算了，可是既然可以在记者会手牵手，让女方坐在自己的大腿上。难道其他人都死了吗？难道老板都死了吗？难道一直帮他守这个秘密的我死了吗？这种目中无人的小弟怎么可能有任何的智慧。话说回来，我就是不欣赏他的做法。

如果对他有任何的私心，我怎会又有可能不断的把Sa和他抽在一起呢？再来的是那时我已经和我的老板在一起。虽然不是一段很得意又骄傲的事，可是我真的从来没有对他有什么非份之想，我想他或许也是这么想。

不晓得不寻常关系的定义在那儿，每个人的定义都不一样。走的比较近的定义是暧昧吗？那暧昧的定义又在哪儿？没有任何感觉称呼对方dear，darling，baby，这些算暧昧吗？没有爱情的相处算暧昧吗？只不过经常见个面算暧昧吗？那我可不是和我所有Close Friends都有一腿吗？不分男男女女都和我暧昧吗？

之所以为什么当初走得比较进，可能是缘分，朋友间的缘分。那时候的我，学会了麻将，我整天都吵着要打麻将。他也许完成我的心愿，也顺着我的要求找他的兄弟一起打。也有可能因为这样，他常常来载我的关系，所以应起了闲人的闲话，也有可能我们真的走得有点进，所以很多亲密的动作令别人误会。这也算是暧昧吗？

可是不可以因这样，把故事传到我好像把身体都给了他这样啊。故事我听太多了，他的坏事我也听太多了，要是把我和他说在一起我真的很介意。很介意他的过去硬要把我说在里头。我很介意谁和我在一起过，很介意我另一半是谁。很介意另一半在感情线里的清白。

朋友在我生活里是一定要的，所以我不会太挑剔朋友，就算是怎么坏，怎么夸张的朋友，他们都是我朋友。可是一位坏的男朋友，对不起，我不会要，就算有任何的感觉，对不起，对这块我比较理性，我怎么也不会塌出那一步。更何况，他是我某一些女生朋友的前度男友，不是一位女生友，是很多女生友的前度男友，就算是要我孤独一生我都不会有任何非分之想。

也因为怕了闲话，尤其是我，特别是我，特别觉得闲话说我和他就特别的geli。所以我们俩慢慢的疏远了。对不起，就算别人说我是第三者，当老板的情妇，我都无所谓，因为我是。可是要把他扯进来我就觉得不好受。为什么人终是把事情看得这么不一样？就不能单纯一点吗？

Who Win : Who Lose

Well I've been in pageant line for quite some years off n on. In 2008, Miss Tourism Queen Of The Year, was a tough pageant for me. This I meant mentally, I wasn't ready for work, but I've promise to, no choice I got to. Everyday working, my soul wasn't there untill oneday I was crystal clear to know that everything there is a circle.

Miss Tourism International, this year's title. This year was the most tough pageant I ever been. I meant physically, this year pageant most of the things were in the wrong track. It was not smooth at 1st. I dun like this year working environment, I think the main problem is not the collegues but the 1 who lead us, so call lady boss.

Being a leader, got to earn ones respect. sorry, sadly to say she cant n I dare to say she will never learn that. She might be sucessfull in something, but she fail in friendships and lost all the friends. Those are around her so call as friends are bullshit. How could someone lives without friends? And not even close with own family members? Someone who love money more than others can even do better than her.

I like money, I cant reach that yet, in this part... What I can only say SHE WON! But got to tell her, money is nothing when you have no friends around to share the happiness. In another way, that's call loser too.

I run away

End of the year 2010. Miss Tourism International. Never deny that I run away from who IM again. What make that? Well, im gonna work for pageant event, as the same thing, im gonna stay in a hotel for 3weeks. Why would I say so I ran away from myself again.
I actually have a choice to make myself not working for this event. But there is a thing I dun wan to commit myself, that's why I keep myself busy. Working. Yes, I dun wanna commit, so I have choose to leave the prob by fulfilling my time with work again. So that I wun involve for the things happen outside of the hotel.

!@$*$@&**@&!

This year classes are ended on today. Today was the last screening for the 1st drama production. I don take it happily to end this whole year study, but sadly. I feel sad and depress after the screening, not becuz the result for the production, but the progress for this production. I don feel nice after everything done, what I meant is the connection between the crews is zero, is nothing. This is the one thing that I feel so commiserate for. I lose my faith on them. I just duno how to get the faith back, how am I gonna trust them again?